Thursday, 20 June 2013

My personal war against indiscipline part 5:Indiscipline 3 Nike 2

Devil's Food!

Well, here’s an analogy for you, you know when you are watching your favourite team, in my case LFC, or your favourite tennis or other sports player; they are not quite up to scratch and the opposition is running havoc against them... then all of a sudden in the second half against all expectations, probably when you had already given up hope, or were on the verge of it your team or player comes screaming back, with a very successful push nearly catch up but  in the don’t quite make it!  Well I would say that is the stage that I am at with my quest for Slimming World perfection!  The difference though, SW for me is a lifetime effort, yes I said it.. life time it’s not constrained to a certain number of minutes like a football or tennis match!

One of my biggest bug  bears since this stint on SW and trust me this has been a long one.. ( yeah up Cathy!) is my inconsistency, and how against my perceived good efforts I would put on weight when it seemed obvious that I had to lose, so for a long time it has been difficult to say the least for me to string 3 weeks in a row of weight losses..well knock me for 6, I have lost every week since 27th May! That’s a charm for me, its making me feel like I am getting on top and kicking the devil into shape!

I mention the devil because I believe he’s real and lurking there in the shadows waiting to trick you, not just about what you eat either but that’s probably a subject for another blog! In relation to this though, he’s there, waiting for your hunger to strike, praying you are not in a position to eat your sensible free food, spoiling your desire to make good choices, well mr devil man you can get lost from my life thank you very much. In the back drop of my second half success, I have been out several times and yes on one week, I did find myself with the chocolate digestives because there really was no alternative, and i felt like I was going to faint at the steering wheel of my car on the M25! It had to be a bit of a no brainer really didnt it? Well so far so good, that was the last time he came into my diet plan, I was able to make good choices while i was out, the chicken dhansak whilst in Bicester, the roast dinner at the airport ( ok these things are relative you know)  and the steak at Smollenski’s! 

So as I continue on my weight loss journey, I am going to tend towards intransigence, I’m taking no prisoners on this one... its all about my desire to look like Jessica Ennis.. ha ha yes be rolling your eyes and giggling.. but we’ll see.


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